been two months since i left UK and woke up from a very nice dream.
yeah, i consider that one year i spent there was a dream. like a fairytale.
i went there, study, met new friends whom i called second family now, play, had fun, then finished school, got my masters, and went home. woke up.
i woke up to reality, to traffic jams, polluted air, and to mom, screaming everytime i come home late or overslept. LOL
funny how i used to have control over my own life for that one year period. be it going out at 11 PM, come home at 6 AM the next day, or spent the whole day browsing the net which made me had to pull out an all nighter to finish an assignment. i was responsible for my own actions. if i partied to hard, i know i had to study even harder to keep up with my grades. if i slept too much, i know i had to visit the gym more often to keep being healthy. whatever actions i took, i had to deal with the consequences.
but now, living back under my mom's roof, i know i cant be that "free" again. i have my mom's feelings to be concerned of. i know she'll be worried if her only daughter hasnt come home by midnight. and etc, etc. but its ok! i know what i had was really priceless. the experiences, the moments, totally happy and blessed because of that.am cherishing every moment i spent in uk.. no complaining at all! alhamdulillah :)
oh, btw, our class have officially graduated now! our graduation day was last friday, november 5th. too bad i couldn't attend it, but i was sooo happy to see my friends' graduation pictures! reaaally! seeing their happy faces really made my day! :)
and since im really bored now, im thinking about a project. i think, im gonna try to write a book here. eieieieiei... dont scream yet, ppl! :p
the boyfriend has always told me to write a book, as he knows that i love to blog and he told me that im a pretty good storyteller. and just two days ago i suddenly found an idea about this silly story, and decided to give it a try! maybe.. just maybe.. i can publish it :)
so yeah.. im gonna write a story, fingers crossed!! :D :D
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