sadness

i am sad.
firstly, i am sad because i feel like fate is playing with me right now. i am frustrated, because the opportunities that i have been given were not the ones i wanted, and i thought i did the right thing by turning them down. hence, my journey to find the right opportunity was never easy ever since. i know, i know, that i am now complaining like a spoiled brat. but how else can i cope? i need someone to talk to, or at least, a medium to express my feelings.
the boyfriend kept telling me to be patient. i know he's right. i believe that God has prepared something better for me. its just... to get to that point, i must be patient. and keep my positive/sane mind. and that, my dear friend, is kinda hard to do during this situation. yeah.. easier said than done, so they said.

now secondly, the situation in my country is not good either. natural disasters occurred in several areas here. First, a heavy rain happened and caused flood in Jakarta. heard some terrible stories during the night it happened. then an earthquake happened in Mentawai, a small islands in Sumatra. that earthquake followed by a tsunami which killed hundreds and even more injured/lost. As if it wasnt enough, Merapi mountain erupted the next day, made hundreds of people lost their homes and killed around 20 people (have to check again on the latest data).

Sad.. sad times.
i pray for the victims and their families, and everyone else. i pray for us all.
you can visit PMI's website (Indonesian red cross) http://www.pmi.or.id/eng/Default.asp to get further information and updates on how to help.

dont just #prayforindonesia, lets #actforindonesia!