Being 25

So I had a discussion about what I want in life. What is my goal, what makes me happy.When being asked those questions, I froze. I couldn’t answer, but I had these millions thoughts in my head.

Oh, I think I want this, but no, I’d have to do this and that to achieve it and I think it won’t be possible.Oh, okay I’d want this instead. But am I sure? Is that really what I want? That sounds easy.. but really?

Gazillions thoughts (okay im exaggerating, but a lotttt of them) came across my mind and made me unsure.I used to know what I wanted and I was very sure of it. Im the kinda person who sets plans. Resolutions, short term, long term, and I was so sure of my 5 year plan, from 20 – 25 years old.

Now as I just turn 25 recently.. I’m confused. I want this and that, this and that, this and that.Frustrating, really. So I guess this is what they call.. quarter life crisis? :D

I think I shall go on a holiday, relax, and just clear my mind and think about it carefully afterwards.. no biggie! :)

Speaking of which.. Bandung and Bali vacay are comingggg! Will post later about them :)