lately

i have been working for almost 2 weeks now, being a translator/interpreter/note taker/project office/kacung (:P) for a Japanese organization. im working with a team of 7; 2 of them are way older, and they are the leaders;the rest is around my age. even one of them went to the same university as i did, only she went to FE, i went to FISIP.
anyways, i dont know why, but it seems like im the one go out most often. almost everyday i have two meetings, sometimes even back to back, and when i got back to the office, i have to prepare the reports, make a translation (if its conducted in Indonesian), and booyy.. am i tired! there are 2 other team members who go out to meetings too, but i guess not as often as me. but today, when i only had 1 meeting during lunch, spend most time in the office, i get bored! hehehe.. well well well. we are one hard to satisfy creature, aren't we?

btw,ive been verrrrry sentimental lately. those tears of mine? they seems to like to fell very easily. it was started when a friend of mine lost her sister last Sunday. i was never that close to this friend, and i didnt even know the sister, but i followed her story since she was sick through my friend's twitter account. she updates her timeline regularly, and by reading it, i become so attached to their story. sadly, the sister has passed away :(
i even cried when i read her tweet, which said about her sister's death. i spontaneusly related her feelings to mine, i myslef have lost my father 2 years ago. it was very hard for me, as u loyal readers of my blog might have known, and i cant imagine what she felt.
with my own experience, and her story, i got something to learn. it is to cherish and embrace every moment with the ones you love, cos we will never know, when our time is up.

another thing, please wish me luck on my preparation to go to UK. i have submitted my scholarship application and now waiting for the result. i have applied for an accommodation, but unfortunately what i got is quite expensive so im looking for other options. i have until next monday to decide, whether i want to take the expensive - but close to campus - or other options. if those two are settled, i can apply for my visa! and that's a verrrryyy huge matter. please please please let me get my visaa... pleasssseee :)