Today

Today started with a tear.
Not mine, but it sure breaks my heart.
As always, i put on a poker face, went to the office, and smile.

I tried to find digital consolation, only to find more disappointment.
What is a digital consolation anyway?
Nothing, just a simple blackberry messenger chat.
Why do i have to explain this anyway?
I don't know. I can't even explain, actually.

I tried to work, only to find that i left my note book at home.
For a person who writes everything down, working without my note book seems... like half of my brain is left at home.
I can't function, i work so slow, yet tasks keep coming.

Call me crazy but the songs i'm playing on my ipod today are nothing but Paolo Nutini's songs. Rewind and Last Request. back to back, in which every tune and lyric seems to embrace the crazy pain i'm feeling.

Well actually i don't know... is this even pain?
What are these that i'm feeling? All this sorrow and bitter?
I know it's only 4.00 PM, there's still 8 hours to go until the end of the day..
And i have one little request.
Please, make my day....