back...

hi there.
it's me. im back.
i know my blog has not been the nicest blog to be read lately, as i've been posting endless whining and stories about my so-called-love drama. BORINGGG. yeah i know. sorry bout that.

anyway, it's been..4 months? 5 months already since the ugly breakup. what have i been doing ever since? nothing much, just trying to mend this broken heart, really.

then i decided to go on vacation. this time it was with a friend of mine, who asked me to watch Thriller live in Singapore with her. at first i didnt wanna go, cos the last time i went to Singapore was with the ex-boyfriend, days before he broke up with me. bollocks. so i thought i wasn't ready to visit the country again. but i thought again, and decided to go, wouldn't wanna let my current unfortunate event prevent me from having fun!

So i went. it was only a weekend trip. arrived friday afternoon, watched the musical on friday night, and left on sunday morning. but i remember my cousin told me that every trip must teach you lesson, so that you wont only be wasting money. and my lesson is this...

i met two friends there, Fika and Tya. Fika is currently doing her postgrad study in public policy, and Tya is currently working as a web/application designer in Singapore. Both are brilliant, in their own fields, and they both are really inspiring. young and full of vision, im sure they'll be someone in the near future. and from them, i got a lesson, that life's too beautiful and short to be heartbroken over a guy who's prolly never think of you anymore!! stupid of me, almost decided to stop fulfilling my dream in working abroad just because of a guy.

so yeah, im gonna stoppppp blaming myself for what happened in my last relationship, gonna close that book and move on.
cheers to life! :)