weddings

i've been exposed to a lot of wedding stuffs lately...
my boyfriend's sister is going to be married in 6 days.
my ex-boss is going to be married in 4 months, and she asked me to help her a bit in the preparation, to be the AE/seksi sibuk for her wedding videography..
well i'm not going to tell much about the video as it's supposedly confidential, all i can say is that my new 'job' requires me to watch as much romantic movies as possible.

the holiday, love actually, bridget jones' diary, when harry met sally, wedding date, wedding daze, sleepless in seattle, you've got mail, serendipity, how to lose a guy in 10 days, mamma mia, notting hill, etc, etc, and the list goes on...

well i'm actually already a hopeless romantic inside, so watching those movies makes me become more and more and more hopeless.. hahahahaa. it makes me think about marriage more often, the proposal, preparation, the wedding day, even life after marriage.
it kinda makes me want to get married soon.. hahahahaa... which of course i couldn't do, because i'm going back to college in about 3 months, and, well, i just think neither me or my boyfriend are ready.

i mean, marriage is a huuuge thing, right? not only the business is about you two, but it also involves two big families. gee, i cant imagine how complicated it'll be. well it wouldn't be, if i got married in vegas, hahahaha. but apart from ready/not ready, complicated/not complicated..

i really want to get married soon, hahaha, only for the sake of being inseparable with the love of your life, having someone that is truly yours to keep.. until the end of time :)

can u imagine, exchanging vows, being officially bonded to each other...
waking up to see him next to you,
making him breakfast, preparing his stuffs,
having him take you to the office and pick up later, then have a nice dinner together while talking about your day,
giving birth to his child and raise a little family together,
simply, grow old together....

aaahh, blame those romantic movies, making me this mushy :p