hari hari pengangguran

its been a while since my last post, though there's a lot of important things going on lately, tapiii i just cant find the time to write anymore. sibuk? hell yeah, doing nothing! hahaha

abis 17 agustusan, gue dan 2 orang teman buka stand di bazaar kantoran plaza arcadia. kita garage sale disitu. i sold old books, old clothes, almost everything in my closet, and happily earned enough money to pay half of my first ever designer wallet! (setengahnya lagi nyicil sama nyokap.. hahaha)

after that comes job interviews, after 2 heartbreaking jobtests previously, gue agak2 gak berharap banyak sama test yang ini. walaupun masih tetep di consumer goods industry, tapiii, masih kurang sreg sebenernya. tapi siapa sangka gue malah maju terus, kemaren malah udah interview sama direktur, dan tinggal nunggu keputusan hiring doang. yet there's still this another job in lifestyle&beauty industry, semacam business development gitu, walaupun yang ini baru interview pertama.. well.. lets see where the road takes me!

kemaren kemaren ini gue juga sempet stress berat, sobbing to my boyfriend over the phone. u see, i am a competitive person. i set standards, targets, and i achieve them. so i founf it depressing ketika satu persatu temen - temen gue mulai dapet kerja (di tempat yang mereka mau dan emang pengen banget!!) sementara gue masih belum dapet tempat yang sesuai. emang sih orang2 banyak bilang, baru lulus, take all the chances. daftar aja semua, tinggal tunggu panggilan. tapi gue gak maauu, gue maunya semua udah direncanakan. sempet frustasi, its all soo unfair, tapi setelah gue pikir2 lagi, that wont help at all. akhirnya skarang mulai bangkit, semangat 45, melihat sisi positifnya (libur panjang!!! :p) dan rajin lagi browse for any opportunies. wish me luck!

well.. if any of u are friends with me in facebook, i believe u've seen my graduation pictures. yap, gue juga udah wisuda minggu lalu. seneng bangeeett!!! it was the happiest graduation ever.. hahaha.. mengutip kata diza, setelah graduation, we'll wish that everyday is graduation day. hehehe ...

skarang ini, abis graduation, masih nunggu keputusan dari si perusahaan consumer goods jepang, juga interview dan panggilan2 interview berikutnya... amiieenn... :)